Don't use your eyes to look for love as it's your heart that knows it. Let yourself make mistakes and do learn from this. It is from this that you will accumulate your knowledge as to whether the person met is the one or not.
Saturday 06/02 - Morning
woke up , watched Ko.3anguo a few part dhens have my breakfast and helped my mum with housework and also watched Down with love episode 1 while ironing clothes. Afternoon , used lappy adn continued watching ko.3anguo and boyf. bought us kfc. Thanks oh~ dhens been using lappy till evening. adn dhens nothing much then , night using lappy again.






Sunday 07/02 - Doing housework and using lappy , have my lunch. Then around 1 plus met Aiyin @ bus-stop and headed off to bugis with my sisters & me. Hmms , went to bugis street for shopping. Minmin sis & Aiyin walked different path with me & huihui sis as we decided to walk different ways. Dhens bought myself 3 more tops and shoes etc. Spent me around 80 over bucks D: But then , I love the shoes which i bought~! Seriously , super nice! I love it alot man! :P hmms... shopped for several hours , adn dhens left bugis and headed off to BikitPanjang Plaza to have dinner with my sisters adn also asked boyf to tag along(: After dinner , go separate way as my daddy fetch us home and boyf ride. Back home quite late alrdy , dhens showered and off to sleep.



Monday 08/02 - Woke up early and met shannon @ bpp mac. At first wanna have mac breakfast one , but my stomach ish seriously darm hurts ): In the end , skipped breakfast! D: Aww... long tyme nv eat lerhs ehhh~ dhens accompany shannon to driving centre to do his stuff. And train to school , and we are not late. Hehehe :P dhens , having Service Excellence lesson , had my service role play D: Seriously , i did it badly! D: Awww~ SAD larhs! dhens having lunch and dhens writing for business lesson. Having Pe theory exam , and didnt went for gym after that as i am darm tired and sick. Train back home , and dhens shower adn have medicine sleep after that and my body ish so weak and keep fall asleep. Ate dinner and have medicine again , sleep after that again. Sick sick sick ~!
Tuesday 09/02 - Didnt go school. Slept till 10am , shower and have my breakfast and dhens back to sleep till 2 plus. adn dhens slack slack and keep lying on bed watch tv. dhens night using lappy and on fone with boyf. sleep after that.



Wednesday 10/02 - Having Director talk @ 8am. Sad to say , i shouldnt have go as my lesson start @ 11am yet the talk ish @ 8am. And simply it's just waste of tyme can~~~! After talk, have breakfast and dhens back school to have lessons. And my gastric isnt feeling well ): dhens school dismiss early , back home , shower and lie on bed rest rest. Then , been trying hard to make myself sleep but the pain ish hurting me alot. keep rolling and rolling @ my bed. Sobs~! Dhens night ate abit of dinner adn dhens on fone with boyf. dhens sleep after that.
Thursday 11/02 - woke up adn had my shower , the pain ish still hurting me alot. Was told not to go school in the end. Went back to sleep after that till 10 plus. slacked and apply oil to my stomach and its' makes me feel much more better thus i had a hot porrigde (: Hehehe :P dhens rested awhile more and the pain ish slowly recovered . 1 plus went out to BPP alone to buy grocery and stuff. back home , helped my mum with housework and using lappy after that. Watch tv adn have my dinner and dhens nothing much then. Night using lappy adn on fone with boyf. Slept around 11pm.


Friday 12/02 - School nothing much then , I just dont understand my Account chapter on Non-trading organization D: jitao difficult lorhs! ): i didnt understand a single things on it. Aww... dhens have breakfast with shannon & joan. back to have banking & finance lesson , and back home. Shower and doing some stuff and off for my nap. woke up around 5pm dhens watch tv adn nothing much then.
Shall update again next tyme(:
Well , below ish the quotes which i extremely agree with it.
Perhaps this quotes reminds me quite alot.
it's really really tired to pretend everything looks fine ;
dont becos you fail once adn give up your whole life , it doesnt worth.
Start over again and prove you can do it.
The one who broke you
is the one who can fix you
Just live and breathe
And try not to die again
I cry for the time
that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories
I've left behind,
I cry for the pain,
the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times
I thought I had you
When something's over,
it's over.
it can never start again.
When it's broken
you can never
put back the pieces.
Life is not the way
you want it to be.
When you that someone's
hurting you so much, just stop.
We know that it hurts a lot,
but you must learn to let go things.
Don't push yourself too hard.
Coz we all know,
that in every ending,
there's such a thing
that we call the beginning..
I do to my body,
what has been
done to my soul.
It only hurts
when you start
pretending it doesn't..
i wanna die
i wanna bleed
i wanna cry
but all i can do
is just keep walking
with a smile on my face
and pretend the scars
aren't really there.
♥ Memories w me @ 9:08 PM